It all started with this email that appeared one day, around this time last year, from this chick who wanted me to shoot her naked. That chick was Laura Jane Williams of Superlatively Rude. Laura was already shocking me, her email told me she was getting fit...she wanted to change her life and get back in control. How you ask? She shed almost 3 stone! And she decided that after, she wanted me to capture her at a time when she was more proud of her body than she may ever have been, at a time when she wanted to be naked, because she knew she looked bloody great. And so I did...
It was clear she was beautiful, but what was maybe most beautiful was that she took on this challenge head on and owned her body completely. She said, I'm nervous as shit, but I want you to really capture me, a person who is finally confident in her body. And you know what? I was nervous too! Not cause I haven't taken photos of boobs and bums before, but because I wanted her to love them after...I wanted to make her proud! I needn't have been worried, cause she did it all for me, all I had to do was click the shutter. You can read her amazing blog post about the shoot here.
After Laura blogged about her experience, about how she was terrified to get the shots taken but during and after, she felt more amazingly than she had in years, I got a string of emails come in. Emails upon emails from women who were blown away with Laura's story, who were completely terrified, who had such low confidence, and felt this was something they could do to gain control of their bodies again. I felt shocked, I did, cause I thought I was one of the few that felt that nervous and ashamed of their body...I wasn't. These women all felt scared, down, worried, ashamed, not good enough, all the things I feel all the time. And yet...I couldn't believe these wonderful, beautiful strong women felt like that!
Another lady I took photos of not long after Laura was Megs of the blog Wonderful You. Now, what can I say about Megs...well, she said it all in her blog post. Megs is downright, obvious to anyone, stunning...how in the hell can she have confidence issues?? Well, it just goes to show, cause Megs was completely terrified to shoot with me. She knew she wanted to...kind of, but man was she scared. She did though, and once again, like Laura, was so glad she did. And so was I :) She has become one of my best friends, as beautiful inside as she is out...and I'm glad I was able to show her just how beautiful.
An email I wasn't expecting not long after this was from Calum McSwiggan, none other than Laura's best friend. I don't know why I didn't think that men could have confidence issues, and yet here was Calum saying the same as the women that messaged. Now I'll admit, being naked wasn't as much of a problem for him, but he was just as worried and critical. It was definitely a learning curve for me as well, shooting guys isn't quite as simple as shooting the ladies...there's one key appendage that is a little harder to hide ;)
Some of the amazing women I have taken photos for in the last year have kindly let me share some of their images. Most if not all of these women were scared, they all were nervous and worried how the images would come out, but they were all amazingly brave, they put themselves out there and allowed me to capture them, every single beautiful part of them. I actually can't thank them enough, they all taught me that if you are confident with your body, if you own it and put yourself out there, you are incredibly beautiful and wonderfully sexy.
I got to a point this year, thanks to all those I have taken photos of, where I decided I would accept who I am, and in doing that I did feel more confident. So many different shapes, sizes, colours. Tall, short, blonde, red head, smaller, bigger...we are all beautiful and I DON'T CARE HOW CHEESY THAT SOUNDS, it's seriously true.
This is the beautiful Genna McWhinnie - Scottish born, London based artist, feminist, and body positivity advocate, who wears red lipstick, swears like a heathen and spends way too much time on tumblr when she really should be making more art.
The stunning Lissie Wood
The breathtaking Shannon Seale
The amazing Abigail Lovick
The wonderful Ruth Wall
The brilliant Anna Hafsteinsson
The bloody sexy Emma Gannon who wrote an amazing blog post about our shoot here.
What I have learned from all the Confidence shoots I have done, all the stories I have heard and amazing brave women I have met, is that we need to own and accept just how beautiful we are. The media can force feed us ideas of what they thing is ideal, they can show us endless images of models and big hair and piles of make up, but the thing that is most beautiful about all of us, is how unique we all are! We got the tiny, minuscule chance to survive, of all the sperm and eggs YOU were created, you need to lap it up now, celebrate exactly who you are, the eyes, the hips, the boobs, all of it! If we believed in ourselves more and realised just what we've got, then maybe we would believe that we truly are just beautiful.
Thank you to all the ladies and gents above, you have made my year. And I truly hope I can shoot more and more, because with each one I do my belief in the beauty of humankind is knocked up a notch. x
If you are interested in booking a shoot, even if you're really really scared, drop me an email and let me know :) firstname.lastname@example.org